Its all over

everythings goes complicated, and i have known everything from a to z. okay, actually not that far. some things still blurred. i don't not seem to hate you. actually i don't understand why you could be like this. on one side i didnt want it happen. but after i see the other side, i have decide to finish it. there is many things which make me believe this is the best way. maybe there is a better way after it. maybe if i still hold it, something bad will happen. but this far, i still okay. i can laughing, smiling, joking and doing everything like usually. even this smile, laugh, and joke sometimes just to pretend that,

i am okay :)